Grateful for the gifts
This realization can change my attitude from disappointment to joy. It can be tricky, to notice the obvious. Especially if you have blinders on. I find it especially disconcerting after I’ve just had some amazing photographic good fortune. Such as the day I went to Takhlakh Lake under a cover of low clouds, with little hope of seeing the famous reflection of Mount Adams–and then it miraculously appeared.
It was easy to be grateful that day. I got what I wanted and what I set out for. And, even a bit extra.
But there are days when I set out with something in mind, and it just doesn’t happen. Like the Mt. Hood Scenic Byway. I envisioned multiple, beautiful vistas of Mt. Hood and autumn colors, and who knows what else. Instead, the clouds rolled in, the weather got cold, and the mountain disappeared. Yet, I saw and experienced a part of Oregon I had not seen before. And it was beautiful and wonderful.
Or, the trip to shoot some lesser known waterfalls on the Washington side of the gorge. Rain and rough gravel roads and “No Trespassing” signs, as well as my own mistakes ensured that I would not come home with any spectacular photographs. Yet, I experienced something unforgettable and wondrous when the spawning salmon at the bottom of one waterfall swam within inches of me–over and over. It was as if they were getting to know me, in the last days of their life, and I felt their spirit and determination. They had reached this pool, at the bottom of a 33 foot waterfall, by swimming hundreds of miles from the Pacific Ocean and this was as far as they could go. I arrived at the same place by driving my car a few miles and walking several hundred feet. It almost felt as if I had cheated. Yet here I was, and here they were.
So there are times when the experience is perfect for photographing and I capture it and share it.
And there are times when the photography takes a back seat and the experience is not captured to share. It’s only mine to savor in my memory. And I know now that this is how it must be and I’ve decided to be okay with that.
Although, I still reserve the right to squawk about missing the shot!